Joy

Tumbling down sandhills with my brothers; complete and utter joy

Memory

Its the memory of a memory that cannot be recalled

Muscle

There where Rottweilers, Bears, Bulls, Tigers and the odd Hyena with incredible big crunchy teeth; sharp black suits, spotless shirts, shiny shoes; all that muscle and belief ?!

Interest

She who took an interest "I liked your company"; The first time in a long time; but I stutted, "You need warmth and love and someone to wake up to and someone to talk to and someone to run with on a sunny tropical beach and that's not me". Failing in words I said, "Thats what it did"

Suit

She who is gone and was a terrible loud mouth; said one day when it was heavy rain, 'People only believe you when you wear a suit'

Pretty

She who is more pretty than she thinks; stood over me with her clip-board and said, 'I've got you now'.

Upset

I read this book; it slapped me in the face, it upset me, about what people are capable of; there was mention of love and a teddy bear and a young child and distant memories but that was all.

It really is worth a read; but you have to be strong and not run away from its message

Perfection

Its annoying; I want perfection and yet I cannot manage it myself; a hopeless dream

Merit

She who reigns; wants me to join her meritocracy; after a lot of thinking, well no thinking at all actually; I find no merit in her cause

Doubts

Its a day of doubts; its some awful feeling of insecurity that others have no right to persue

Strength & Wisdom

Trying to use strength and wisdom to understand; do not always succeed

Time again

She who has'nt a thought in her head said the other day; 'My God, why is life so fast, at least slow it down, my children are sploit, have grown beyond me, my man is fat and farts, please God can we start again when we had are hearts'

Travellers

Why can't we dispose of our bodies and travel as timeless travelling spirits

Illusion

Sometimes things can be seen clearly; but they turn out illusions, even lies

Silence

Why are we afraid of our own silence ?

Wish

I wish I could be the person you want me to be
I wish you could be the person that I want you to be